Awaken I sleep, laying on my bed.
Created by the darkness, every corner in my room.
Feeling emotions and thoughts I never had.
It's like the time has stopped for me, to notice soon:
I get off my bed, walk out of these walls.
I go down the stairs which are so familiar to me.
I stand in front of the door, this place that still calls,
My name, it longs for my attention, and you'll see:
Am I attracted to this place? I guess I am.
And you'll see the depth in my eyes are mysterious.
Has this place attracted you? It's true then.
It's true that we're connected, and it's important because:
It is here where I held you so close to m
Improvision.. should I go left or right?
Can you see where I am stuck, and my possibilities?
Could you see the difference where I went good or bad?
Is there anything I could do to make it better for me?
I was wrong and I still am, in this depth I linger away.
Nobody there is noticing I am drifting towards that hole.
And I could've sworn I heard some voices, talking about me.
But I guess I'm a mystery, never to be unsolved.
Hey there, you.. I know you, don't I?
We've met years ago, and we helped eachother, true?
Thanks for the help you gave me back then.
So how is it going? How's life treating you?
So yeah, I'm stuck in th
Control over emotions, control over your action.
I'll use you like my little doll, for my own satistfaction.
Though my first goal was to take your soul,
Flip it upside-down to make you whole,
Just to get you out of that depressed section.
Making you tough, making you very strong.
Making you feel wanted, though you did not belong.
I got you over your worst fears,
And for long I held you dear,
But that part of me is gone.
You were very sweet, and also nice.
You see me as your brother, the one that's so wise.
I won't hold back to the past,
To changes I somewhat knew that they wouldn't last.
That's why I call you my puppet in disgui
Close your eyes, and listen clear
Focus on my voice, this is something you'll need to hear.
Can you hear the ocean, as you slowly get to see.
The colours are dense, the water black like ink.
The sand, as grey, as the metal of your sword.
And the sky, more light, like the sylver watch your holding.
It's quite funny, since you stand blindfolded in your own presence.
Your world with colours, that only exsist in old movies.
ONly other colour that you'll know, next to the others, is crimson red.
Because of all your fears you've slayed, and those who've harmed you.
Pain and suffering, which overwelmed happiness and joy.
But yet, when you
I Lied
Remember the part, where I said
that I would be there for you, till the end
I would take care of you, but I lied...
Remember the day, when I held dear
Told you that I would banish all of your fears
I made you feel loved, but I lied..
Remember the night, I held you in the park
I would carry all your sorrows, get you out of the dark
I stopped you from crying, but I lied...
Remember the times, you couldn't stand it much longer.
And I promised you then, to make you stronger.
I gave you the feeling of being wanted, but I lied..
I remember the parts, where I wanted to break your heart
Make you feel you were dead, just tear you
Born where you had died, die where you had born.
As life goes in a never-ending cycle, so does your suffering.
Show me what is left, of all your experiences.
Could you, have you, did you ever imagen for us to meet like this?
But as the blood is running from your body, you're leaking, soaked in red..
Drink from me and lear to look at the world in a different way.
To be lost in the night forever, until the light of sun burns you down.
Oh, my child, don't be afraid, soon enough, the pain will be gone.
Lust will take over, it's not a sin, but a passion.
You have awakened, my dearest, my precious.
Have you slept well, in your bed filled
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A B C D E G H J L M P
Current Residence: Eindhoven Favourite genre of music: Progressive Rock Favourite photographer: Ace (mah pal) Favourite style of art: Final Fantasy XIII (see youtube) Operating System: My brains MP3 player of choice: iPhone Wallpaper of choice: Junior... Favourite cartoon character: Roxas Personal Quote: Pasando en el Cielo
That is the name of the second last album of the Rx Bandits. Just checking my dA again, after bout a year.. or 2..
Anyway. Guess I'll say what I'll be up too:
- lyrics
- music
- poems
All will be done with the singer of the band I'm in: Hællucination
And that's it for now... See ya when I see ya...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mq0j2Ot1NHo&feature=fvw
Song: ... And the Battle Begun - Rx Bandits
http://www.nickverstappen.com/img/junior1.mp3 (very rough demo)
Song: The Aftermath (Story of the Heart that Broke) - Hællucination
Yeah... Uh... Kanna made me steal it!! *sweatdrop*
1. Super fun fun adventure amusement park marathon with you, Ace and Shun! How will it go?
..... This is going to be commenting on every ride we were...
2. What would you do if you hadn't met Ellen?
THAT QUESTION IS SO NOT FAIR!!!!!
3. Wicked suddenly knows all your secrets. What do you have to say about that?
He knows more than Kai... so I might be dead...
4. What is Kylia's favorite TV show or movie?
Uh.. Idk.. should ask her...
5. How would JJ insult Ellen?
By calling her a blonde whore, dutch, a slut and barbie-girl... and some more stuff that I cannot and am not allowed to say.
A lucky star dropped on earth one night, and it asked me,"What do you want? A million dollars, or a true friend?" I chose a million dollars.....because I already got you.*Send this to 20 of your truest friends of DA; if you get this back you're a true friend!